Wednesday, February 15, 2012


I'm sitting in class, my body is anyways. The professor is talking a million words a minute but I might as well be listening to Chinese because nothing is being retained. My stomach is in my throat. I sit emotionless because everything is combined and confused. I want to throw up or cry or punch something, but I almost can't even move.

I'm overwhelmed. I'm nervous. I'm scared. I'm angry. I imagine this is the closest I've felt to a panic attack yet I sit motionless. What happened to my peace of mind and relaxation that I had just a short time ago?

I feel like if I let all my feelings out right now I could talk for hours.

Do I have a lot to say or nothing to say?

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